You always hear about how marathon runners hit "the wall" about 20-23 miles into the race, and it is also a phenomenon that appears to hit bar takers. With three weeks to go before the exam, I've hit "the wall" ...
With a "Bones" marathon underway, the last four days spent doing nothing but watching "Bones," I realize that I've hit that wall and am really not sure about how to break the curse of this wall.
I have five lectures to get through today if I want to finish my prep course on time - and spend my last two weeks practicing essays and exams ... and while I know that my entire future depends on passing this exam, I just can't seem to break through that barrier. I sit here typing this while my bar prep books are all around me - the outlines on the floor and the bar notes on my desk, highlighters of all colors litter my desk and my workspace looks like that of an author attempting to get a proper ending to a novel with crinkled paper resting all over the floor from attempting to finish essays and MPTs.
I can only hope that my wall will start breaking down, and soon because this exam is looming and my preparations are not even close to being complete.
I am anxious and totally concerned about my ability to make it through this exam given my hitting the wall, but I just may surprise myself.
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